The weight was heavy with frustration, anger, doubt on a bar made of pain
but I benched it until failure
Exhausting my muscles
Tired of adulting
Tired of carrying my burdens on my shoulders
because I carried yours on my back
Tired of begging for the smallest thing
I napped away my pain to get some relief
And when I woke up
Unsure if I was dreaming or existing
you were gone
while I was left figuring out
Were you ever here?
Wandering & Wondering 