The Gut Punch

The refrain made the first tear fall Love was so strong, at least at the beginning Who would’ve thought there’d be an ending I didn’t, but by the time the chorus was on, I knew that the universe conspired That song, that time, as if I didn’t know And tried to pretend that maybe, just … More The Gut Punch

Little by little

Every time You put me in the untenable position to say yes when it really is a no And ask me Do I still Am I still Would I still No Little by little It was lost chipped when you derided devalued denied used gas to light me instead of lighting the spark required overcare … More Little by little


When will it be my turn? To feel love as an exchange instead of a hole in my artery leaking the last of my joy My turn to have someone say, I solved the problem, you don’t have to do anything My turn to be heard My turn to have boundaries respected My turn to … More Time

Slipping In

You asked me to touch you. With purpose. I watched you enjoy the feel of your own hands on your body. Until, in the dark, your tongue made your way around my nipple and my control melted. I came so hard the memory of it makes cum again. You went from 101 to 401 as … More Slipping In


What does it mean that I found love, but lost my pen? That the words can’t come. Won’t spill out of my head spewing everywhere Did happiness stop me? Unconcious, did I gut myself emptying the bowels of letters that rearranged themselves in my head? 525,600 characters lost to love


The weight was heavy with frustration, anger, doubt on a bar made of pain but I benched it until failure Exhausting my muscles Tired of adulting Tired of carrying my burdens on my shoulders because I carried yours on my back Tired of begging for the smallest thing I napped away my pain to get … More Workout


Did he know? Know she was a Tigress and kept herself in a cage because even the glimpse of her stripes aroused fear and insecurities in animals that were prey Was he ready? Ready to tame a wild beast with a whip and a command Instead of her roars, elicit her purrs Instead of jagged … More Liberation

July 19, 2018

My heart expanded I followed my third eye because there was no obstacle in acceptance of who I am I saw you. Fully. You exposed your flaws to allow me the space to say no. But I couldn’t. I submitted because I felt no fear. Only excitement. No questions. It was effortlessly easy to consent … More July 19, 2018


Worship me My body is a cathedral and my pleasure is the altar where you sacrifice your desires Glorify my lips Honor my neck Revere my nipples Adore my hips Magnify my clit Exalt the tips of my toes If I scream out to the heavens where you’ve taken me with your oratory praise then … More Selfish